⚓Falling & Flying⚓

You have to fall to learn how to use your wings and fly ❤

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Update 9/8/14

Hey guys, I haven’t posted in almost a month. I’ve just been busy with nursing school and my new job as a pharmacy technician.
It’s all the same old same old with my stupid PTSD and depression. Whatever. I’m honestly just fucking sick of hurting all the time. The nightmares take such a huge toll on me and it’s so damn exhausting having to deal with all my own shit then trying to function in “the real world” too.
I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t have my therapist helping me work through my fucked up past. I don’t think anyone will ever truly feel the emotional pain and fully understand what I went through, but she’s as close as one could be, and I love her for that. She’s put up with my stupid ass thinking errors and irrational thoughts so well, and taught me so much so far. I swear she’s heaven sent, she does her job so well.
I’ve still got more work to do in healing myself, but for the first time in forever, I feel like I might be able to get “better” one day. In the future, I’d like to get through one day without wanting to cry because I hate myself and my past so much. And don’t say to just “move forward”, that’s a guarantee I’ll knock your fucking teeth out, because that’s what this whole therapy process is about.
I hope my followers are doing well :) update me you guys!

Xox,
Em

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jackerlope:

"how will i explain gay couples to my children”

if you can explain to your children that an immortal man in a red suit who lives in the north pole travels around the entire world on one night every year on a sleigh carried by magical flying deer i think itll be easy enough to tell them two people are in love

(Source: yeiku, via disorder)